weightless
oftentimes i wish i could shapeshift
to a lifeform that is painless
i wish i could recall the first time i encountered what pain is
and paint it, capturing a familiar sight
as it's an emotion i must learn to endure throughout my entire life
i wish i knew it better or at least knew how to handle it better
my only coping mechanism is writing these words, letter by letter and
page by page, but will these pages ever run out?
these are the thoughts that arise to a mind clouded with doubt
so, hopefully one day soon i’ll discover what life is about

»B.Don