so are you going to give it to me or not? you know that I've been waiting on it. ever since the moment I met you.. i had been plotting on it. wondering exactly what it was going to take.. to have you in my arms instead of in my dreams. like what number i was going to give you when you finally decided to join my team. i really just need you to give it to me. fearing that soon i will be locked out forever. i'm barely holding onto the image of you and i together. i'm slowly drowning in this effervescent pool of your essence. God must have been angry and decided to teach me a lesson. i never would've imagined it would be this hard to obtain. what do I need to do to get you to take my last name. it's slowly but surely tearing me apart. i cannot figure out how to get the key to your heart. »B.Don