tears falling down my face on Christmas.
asked God for a sign and it was perfectly gifted.
emotions underwhelming me have now been lifted.
but where had they been concealed?
a light entered my life and it seems as though all has been revealed. 
the truth - is the only thing that i needed to heal. 
the truth - is awaiting me and i’ve been evading still.
the truth - is i’m having a hard time telling what’s real.
so moving forward i’ll die on my hill.
a force to be reckoned they will bow by my will. 
humbleness is just a form of complacency.
it was a void pulling me back so now it’s time to fill the vacancy. 
my emotions were suppressed out of fear that they’d bury me.
but it’s never been more clear that I need them to live merrily. 

»B.Don