your reflection reveals my imperfections. which is a blessing. because through you i have learned to turn my tragedies into weapons. to turn my losses into lessons. because what is beauty? if it is neglected? what is love? if not respect and.. admiration. because through you i have learned the act of patience. and as a person who hates waiting.. there’s clearly no debating.. that your love can leave me shaken. that because of you i can learn changing. it’s amazing how life moves faster when you’re no longer racing. when the world is in our hands and we can control the pacing. so - what’s the pacing? since we control the narrative.. know that there is nothing that i wouldn’t give. and there’s nothing that can stop divine.. as they would have to stop the time. to erase the passion that we have.. they would have to eradicate the future and the past. and without an outside force as strong - i plan to keep you here. where you belong. »B.Don
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tears falling down my face on Christmas. asked God for a sign and it was perfectly gifted. emotions underwhelming me have now been lifted. but where had they been concealed? a light entered my life and it seems as though all has been revealed. the truth - is the only thing that i needed to heal. the truth - is awaiting me and i’ve been evading still. the truth - is i’m having a hard time telling what’s real. so moving forward i’ll die on my hill. a force to be reckoned they will bow by my will. humbleness is just a form of complacency. it was a void pulling me back so now it’s time to fill the vacancy. my emotions were suppressed out of fear that they’d bury me. but it’s never been more clear that I need them to live merrily. »B.Don
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so are you going to give it to me or not? you know that I've been waiting on it. ever since the moment I met you.. i had been plotting on it. wondering exactly what it was going to take.. to have you in my arms instead of in my dreams. like what number i was going to give you when you finally decided to join my team. i really just need you to give it to me. fearing that soon i will be locked out forever. i'm barely holding onto the image of you and i together. i'm slowly drowning in this effervescent pool of your essence. God must have been angry and decided to teach me a lesson. i never would've imagined it would be this hard to obtain. what do I need to do to get you to take my last name. it's slowly but surely tearing me apart. i cannot figure out how to get the key to your heart. »B.Don
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people have learned how to cultivate and manipulate it into a weapon. it'll leave you in more pain than any gun will. and they know you're defenseless against this. because there's no armor, shield, or force field that can stop this attack. there's only one thing capable of that. can you guess what it is? limitless ways to be distributed. oxygen depleting poison plaguing the air. violence to those we claim to care about deeply. everyone is susceptible to this form of weaponry. »B.Don
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how do i find myself when i know that i am lost? my gut feeling is telling me that what i have been searching for isn’t in my presence. so do i choose to doubt the undoubtable reverend? do i not trust him after he has been right all along? do i ignore his instincts when everything seems to be going according to the song? trusting him would be inviting chaos into the peace that i have created. if i were to trust him i would surely be hated.. so, do i trust my gut and endure the consequences? or continue along this path and risk living the life that i’ve been living. my conscience has been creating confusion equating nothing but nonsense. and making it appear as though i am all out of options. and maybe i am. it’s harder to make a decision when you are unable to see the costs of each path. like having to choose whether to be shot or to be stabbed. at first glance one appears to be better than the other, but neither is really appealing. you can never truly know the damage of each until you choose; you just have to be willing. so will I choose or will I fail to choose? when each option seems like i have been destined to lose. i need hope or a sign of some nature. where is that spark that shines so bright? the one that guides me through this maze called life. for without it i fear i may get lost. no...no. i’m already lost, but at least i know it. one thing’s for certain: i can recognize that spark once i’m shown it. but without it i’ll remain stranded in the land of the unknowing. »B.Don
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what is it going to take, just to get you notice me. i try my best to latch onto you, so hopelessly. now i'm forced to express my feelings through this poetry. i’d probably die on the spot if she ever quoted me. she’d probably retweet it and not even know it's me. but that's just the way that life goes. it throws you enough hurdles to keep you on your toes. i believe our love could blossom more beautifully than a rose. but along with that comes patience. it's all just a matter of time. i would tear down this planet just to call you mine. then rebuild it piece by piece if it would make you smile. i won’t be content until we’re walking down the aisle. i promise to love you even if it goes out of style. so if you get the chance, could you please notice me. or maybe just glance in my direction. the only thing i ever wanted is your affection. »B.Don
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an angel has invaded my life. it's almost as if it were a dream. my days are filled with soft symphonies.. that only i can hear. this is truly unfair. how could i be so blessed? God must really love his son. because i have gained a new light. and i would follow it until the end of the earth. this light shall never dim for as long as i shall roam. i want to capture it, engulf my body in it, and make it my new home. i want to feel it in every crevice, deep within my bones. to burn in a light that's brighter than the sun with the one i can call mine. i couldn't think of anything on earth that's more divine. »B.Don
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tell me that you’ll follow me to the end of the earth.. or could you just at least pretend. because at the end of the day, i just need a friend. and everyday i pray that our love will never end. an unbreakable bond that you would need God himself to dismantle. because i just really need to know that you’re there. i’ve left my heart in this box for so long so please handle it with care. i'm bracing for impact when the only embrace i should feel is within your arms. i trust you, so why do i still have these qualms. a little reassurance might be the thing i need. and without it, i just don't think that we can proceed. let alone succeed. so please. reassure me. »B.Don
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they don't want me they just want me to want them. that's how the cycle begins. giving unrequited love to a person that will never love you back. just to leave to fall into another person's trap. how heart shattering is that? you cannot fathom the weight that's been placed upon my heart. it's as though i'm trapped in a maze that i know i can't escape. i'm hurting deeply can’t you tell by the pain that's written on my face. i should've taken it slowly, i mistakenly took a different pace. but should’ve could’ve would’ve and I'm guessing it's too late. i’ll just eat these overwhelming mouthfuls off my dinner plate. »B.Don
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